Okay so i’m utterly in love with my beloved Paul. We antiquated final summer and he deceived on me. Now were together again and hes a lot opposite afterwards he used to be, hes my most appropriate friend, we talked all the time and were together all the time so i’m flattering ***ured he isn’t cheating. But, i’ve had dreams the past 2 nights of him cheating.

The initial mental condition i was at his residence and he was on the fone in the alternative room an di went in there and i pronounced “hey babe” and he pronounced “shhh” and afterwards i walked outward and listened to him on the fone and he pronounced “i love you baby but i gtg hangout with mybrother” and he hung up..

second mental condition i had was he was carrying cooking with my family and he walked outward genuine discerning to answer his fone.. came behind in.. called me a opposite girls name.. pronounced he was contemptible cuz i got pissed. afterwards i looked at his fone and he had content messages ^ the donkey from this girl.. the name he called me.

But i indeed do not think hes cheating.
should i be concerned?
Thoughts ?